"Everything which is transferred from the kingdom of self to the kingdom of God has life in it -- eternal life. It has security in eternal security. Everything transferred from the kingdom of God to the kingdom of self has death in it -- eternal death." In Christ

Yes, self is such a huge magnet for everything in life. For me to take in Truth, I apply it to my self. Thinking about how it could be any other way is perplexing. But then many things are until You open my eyes.

You have been fanning my flame for missions here lately, Lord. I find myself feeling foolish for thinking I could go. Especially to somewhere so remote, dangerous, and hostile to western-type women... I know You are calling me somewhere, but perhaps I'm getting ahead of You, wrapped up in the where before I hear a clear message...

Wherever, whatever, whenever You call, I am enthusiastically willing to obey. I am a bit naive (well, maybe a LOT), but I do know this would mean a HUGE change in everything "normal". It would pose massive trials, temptations, and other assorted difficulties. What endeavor worthy of Your Kingdom DOESN'T? I say Yes, Yes, Yes. And I trust that You will lead me in the way I should go.